A shift from clearing karma to finding purpose.
For Great Spirit.
THE ROAD TO REDEMPTION
Arduous roads ahead, frustrating loops of repetition, emotional bleeding out into the visual world, unchecked emotions, outbursts, great rises to unholy pits, assumptions, destruction of relationships and past selves, hashing things out.
“Brass knife sinks into my shoulder, oh babe don’t know what I’m gonna do”
The Dead South, In Hell I’ll Be In Good Company.
INTO THE UNKNOWN
Into a world unknown of knowing you know little, repairing the most important relationship, learning when to let go, sharing more of yourself so YOU become real, reclamation, Feeling renewed & fresh more often, empowerment, balance, knowing when to be quiet, & when to speak up, imagining who you might be, & giving yourself EVERYTHING you want in your imaginary escapes. -then editing it because not everything you WANT is free of red flags 🚩 from the old life.
"There's an old voice in my head that's holding me back."
"Well tell her that I miss our little talks."
Of Monsters And Men, Little Talks.
THE KARMA to DHARMA JOURNEY
This karma journey is the dark night of the soul. The understanding of the inner, and the facing of it. Challenging old stories to develop the mind, knowing lies to know discernment, feeling alone to learn to reach out, to comprehend unity, to see into the depth of you & what you could be capable of, -to grasp compassion & empathy. The development of the mind and emotional self is only available through your own darkness. Only seeing the outside worlds darkness leads us to the false assumption that we have no effect here, and that we are victims of any, or everything. To see where a bad thing lives within, you are provided the mirror needed to adjust perspective. When we adjust a perspective we create a couple of new selves; one for the thing and one for us. New streams of being are born with the new you and anything that interacts with it. The death of the former may involve grief, and illness. You’re going to have to let yourself feel it all.
“The darkness in my mind was the path to set my spirit free”
-Avi Kaplan, All is Well.
THE NEW DOOR
The new door of possibility is unlocked and you stand at the precipice of what happened and what will happen. Really we are always here, but there is more weight added when compounded belief patterns come undone, and when a period of life seems to have shifted ahead. There is more pain here if we hold to old patterns. The letting go process is about Love, really, -it’s the design that can capture and reconfigure entropy. So we love ourselves to death to gracefully trust the next steps will be exciting, & given freely if we hold true to our new creation, and give it what it needs to thrive.
LOFTY IDEAS
It is hard to steady oneself inside these very lofty ideas of ‘selves’, finite nature, and existential cosmos, that one might be tempted to go back to sleep or, about face! But there is no other way but to become more comfortable within them since you know it’s there. The elephant will not be ignored. You are holding a version of you from the past, with your now, and your finite future all together, -know that they are all held in an embrace of a higher You. This is, and many Truths are unsettling to a babe. Comfort with this lies in the stories you tell yourself, -now carefully curated with all your lessons in mind. A proper student.
“Hurting hurting
Take courage, my love
Worth it, it is worth it
Take this pain and mourn
4th door”
Nakho And Medicine For The People, 4th Door.
THE MIND OF GOD
The mind is like God, & God works through us. And, the brain may very well be some kind of visual representation, -see the Sistine Chapel. Organizational codes in/of frequency vibrations sent out into the aether with an inherent capability to coalesce or repel. It’s a coded language learned through math for some, action & deeds for others, while some folks have a knowing & can see various levels of wave lengths unseen by many. Some still, can manifest it through emotions, and so the body learns the language. Mentalists learn it as well.
It is everywhere and everything, and so no One thing, except it is One.
GET WITH IT
For whatever reason, this universe has decided that human development comprises not only of aging physically, but also includes an expanding of mental acumen combined with felt experience, ALL so you gain wisdom. Spirituality is part of that too, however you decide to point it. So, if we assume we’ve reached a stopping point, it’s a choice to stay a child or child-like, no matter the age. Inability to deal with the hard parts of life leave us only with archetypal patterns of the child or fool. I.e. someone without command of their own energy.
That doesn’t bode well even in a relatively comfortable life. Disease will come for you and take you out since you’ve decided to bow out most aggressively, -via resistance.
“And I wonder, who’ll stop the rain”
John Fogerty, Who’ll Stop The Rain.
ACCEPTANCE OF GREAT SPIRIT
However this essence is named, for you, make it important. When it’s important, more is shown to you. The more that is shown the quicker you may need to get moving or the faster your slow down may need to be. Do It! Don’t wait. Hold your nose and trust! Love! Be fucking scared! Laugh, cry, and DO IT ANYWAY. Let You change you. Let the organizing wisdom of the planes show you what’s possible.
“I will open up my heart and surrender unto Thee” … “I am the One, I am it all”
Jai Jagdeesh, Light of Love