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My Solstice Work

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I’m Sharing something dear to me this solstice. A story into a personal, spiritual ritual. How I hear my inner self, how I heal and balance my energy & how I remind myself that the Cosmos are within.


"Then the voice expands to a knowing that lives in every cell of the image I’m seeing that says, like a whisper, “KNOW ME”."

~E


The visionary experiences I’m taken through when the moon shifts and prominent energies interplay have come to me as a comfort, an upgrade, a gift of wisdom for culminating an inner journey. This solstice I’m called into my Higher-Being to ask what’s the thought process like when I am in my power, where’s my deficit around currency and receiving? There was some muscle testing but then a voice or knowing from somewhere instructed me to put hand on my heart and stomach as I bring the energy in and ask questions.

The energy begins to rock me off my feet, forward and backward. I stopped abruptly, open my eyes to the mirror and laugh, “you’re going to knock me over!” Then, a deeper knowing washes over again, so I close my eyes and relax even more into the energy, while at the same time, absorb it, and follow where it’s going,

-control it some, and whether or not it’s going to knock me off my feet. It was beginning to feel to me like an Initiation Healing.


{I call this an initiation healing when in response to a deep question or intention, I am asked to level up my abilities to hold a surge of currency, of healing and a new code to assimilate into my cells. I’m presented with very large frequencies and vibrations that I can then deliberately push through my body. A Healing & tutorial in one.}


The direction comes to mentally follow the surge up and down my spine & around the body. I grab the new threads of light from this energy, & in a pattern that changes for each chakra and how they connect to the whole, I stitch them into my own. It's a gorgeous ritual and one that is led by the energy; I let my body move with it. My eyes are still closed, & I’m still trusting and soft. I begin feeling rigidity when I move in sync with the smooth movements of the energy flowing through. The jerking sense lets me know there’s a disruption in the flow so I ask more questions about where this is coming from. As I do they are unwound, like a knot that's too long been left.


I allow the flow to over take me; my hands find mudras for the part of body the energy is working through and movements for right action create a watery flow that only my intuition is initiating now. The images in my mind, too detailed, beautiful, and Aetheric for my dull tongue to describe. But, you know, the way we look outside our perception in this realm, is truly a sight; one of colors, and sparks, and magic substances. We are Magical.


I’m healing imbalances, I’m shown where to go in the body, and how to move the energy there using that intuitive conversation.

I’m collecting insights.

I’m called to expand my field of energy and blow Heart and Solar Plexus out over the earth. Encompassing it all in an imaginary world that is causing physiological reactions of warmth and growth within me and around me.

When I’m slowly brought in and down, I drop as light and imagination through my Crown chakra, melting warm light amplifying my spinal energy and righting my energetic chakras, then it sinks deeper and down, to the depths of the cosmic mother.

The meeting begins.

Now, sitting in garland pose, -a deep squat with your upper body pressed forward, elbows on knees, hand in a seed-shaped mudra;

I experience the Divine Mother, Ma Kali, Her embodiment, Gaia.


Oh My Holy Goddess. The Love available there matches His Kingdom, and adds a silky sadness underneath that is just so palpable and heart felt. She holds our deep-ness, our darker selves so that we may one day witness it anew. She asks us just to know Her. It’s lonely holding sadness without love and She loves so deeply, and richly, and hard. She is the most beautiful experience. The Phoenix is born from Her. His Kingdom stands shining and her foundation, strong. Together they conquer all impossibilities.


I'm left rejuvenated, fully embodied and in Grace & remembrance. I feel the urge to write but for a few moments I've got to transition, to come back to this space and time.

Then, like the night before Christmas, life comes pushing back in. Merging the higher energies back to where I'm among my kitchen remodel, Christmas cooking, 6 dogs, 5 chickens, 1 cat, and a partridge in a pear tree.

It's surprisingly easy now.


Thank you for reading Our little story

Merry Solstice & Happy Christmas,


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